Landlord Beige Night of the Soul...

I said goodbye to what once was one of the best scholastic lists today. Once the list-owners Converted, they went off to be with their own kind(with occasional returns to “Witness”) and it pretty much died…
The “Learning Experiences” and subsequent house-keeping of the last couple of months continue. Due to experiences on-line in the last couple of weeks, I’ve begun to Wonder if Heathenry is where I belong. When folks are considering folks like “The Donald”, OJ and Paris Hilton as those with the Favor of the Regin, that scamming money out of the Poor, Elderly and Gullible or getting out of punishment for Criminal behavior is not only Acceptable but Worthy…I wonder if I’m where I’m supposed to be.
I had a “talk” with the “Old Man” Wednesday(natch;>)who initially made me feel Worse. I’ve had a couple of days and nights to “digest” and while it doesn’t make me happy, I’m no longer at a “Dark Night of the Soul”. Maybe a “Landlord Beige Night”;>. What I’m Understanding is that the Regin aren’t Uniform in their Worldviews of what is Woeful and Wealful. I guess I’m by Nature a Tyrsman who isn’t because he Knows he isn’t up to His Standards. Different Regin have differing Standards of what is Right and Wrong. I guess I shouldn´t hold an Oðinnsman or even a Lokian to a Tyrs or Thorsman´s Standard...
Troth,
Pat