Grrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

So....my meds were SUPPOSED to ship yesterday and be here TODAY. That includes my Insulin. Last dose was YESTERDAY. Called the company(since I ALWAYS get a text from shipping to look for them on delivery day and didn't get one yesterday) and they said Insurance wouldn't let them ship something until today(and they weren't going to pay for 2 shippings).
No Insulin today and IF I got my MD to do an emergency, that would invalidate this month's through the company and I'd get stuck paying full price.
What I can do is DIET today and dbl my oral antidiabetics until it gets here tomorrow AM. Won't die but will probably feel like crap tonight....
Cheers,
Pat