Peace......
Dec. 16th, 2016 10:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mdehnersA couple days ago I realized that I was Feeling an Unusual Emotion for someone whose pic is under the Ares section of Astrology books;>. The events esp of the last two months an those that even has made it through my "Cold Turkey" on News should have sent my on at least a rant....but hasn't.
Maybe the books I've been reading lately had something to do with it; those on Saints of Daoism and Shinto. Could be anything but probably the "last straw" was finding out that LITERALLY our votes(for at least President here in the States) doesn't count. At that moment I Agreed with the Trumpers,"Let It Burn".
I hadn't realized until a couple days ago that that Feeling had such an effect. Part of it is that for the majority of my Life, I've been Living it in "Service"....usually fighting just to do that. I had to fight my folks to go to Nursing School. Fought: aids, Inequality Issues, Environmental Issues, etc. That Moment of Illumination showed me that The Old Man was Right....AGAIN;>. Once before while wailing on my "Pity Pot" He asked me if I'd done "it all" Unconditionally. When I said I had He told me, "Well, there you go.". With this I'm oddly in a very Buddhist state of Mind. The "World" is no longer my business. As St Stan of 'South Park' once said, "Don't Care. Don't Care. DON'T CARE!";>. From now on my Energy goes to our little family, esp to ME for a change;>!
The PTB wanted the World to be this way. So Mote It Be.
Cheers,
Pat
Maybe the books I've been reading lately had something to do with it; those on Saints of Daoism and Shinto. Could be anything but probably the "last straw" was finding out that LITERALLY our votes(for at least President here in the States) doesn't count. At that moment I Agreed with the Trumpers,"Let It Burn".
I hadn't realized until a couple days ago that that Feeling had such an effect. Part of it is that for the majority of my Life, I've been Living it in "Service"....usually fighting just to do that. I had to fight my folks to go to Nursing School. Fought: aids, Inequality Issues, Environmental Issues, etc. That Moment of Illumination showed me that The Old Man was Right....AGAIN;>. Once before while wailing on my "Pity Pot" He asked me if I'd done "it all" Unconditionally. When I said I had He told me, "Well, there you go.". With this I'm oddly in a very Buddhist state of Mind. The "World" is no longer my business. As St Stan of 'South Park' once said, "Don't Care. Don't Care. DON'T CARE!";>. From now on my Energy goes to our little family, esp to ME for a change;>!
The PTB wanted the World to be this way. So Mote It Be.
Cheers,
Pat
