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Reaching "Normality"....
Aug. 28th, 2009 06:37 amThings are almost back to normal around here. Who Knew that a pissed off ball of feathers could fix a bug that the top Antivirus software couldn't;>. Tired of me fussing with the problem, Stormy jumped from the monitor onto the keyboard. Not Glided, not flew...JUMPED. The machine "hiccuped" and has now been fine for two days.
Docs are depreessing. They're soooo Cheerful that all my pills are working and the labs show it. Sorry about the damage done BEFORE the Meds came about. That's Permanent so you'll probably never be able to Work again. But you're alive so BE HAPPY!
I realised something. The Spiritual "Space" I'm in isn't a Bad Thing. In Truth, it's where one SHOULD BE. I realised that I really am Happy with my current Spiritual Providers;>. I realised that a lot of the digging and fussing was due to trying to show Others that I was Serious, not that I was actually doing anything the Tivar particularly wanted me to do. Since I'm no longer in a Teaching mode locally, obsessively digging for bits isn't necessary....and that's A GOOD THING.
Cheers,
Pat
Docs are depreessing. They're soooo Cheerful that all my pills are working and the labs show it. Sorry about the damage done BEFORE the Meds came about. That's Permanent so you'll probably never be able to Work again. But you're alive so BE HAPPY!
I realised something. The Spiritual "Space" I'm in isn't a Bad Thing. In Truth, it's where one SHOULD BE. I realised that I really am Happy with my current Spiritual Providers;>. I realised that a lot of the digging and fussing was due to trying to show Others that I was Serious, not that I was actually doing anything the Tivar particularly wanted me to do. Since I'm no longer in a Teaching mode locally, obsessively digging for bits isn't necessary....and that's A GOOD THING.
Cheers,
Pat
